hell no laa , seriously , im getting skinny :/ im not eat any food for this one week except for junk food .down for this two whole week .what happened to me ?! hehh , still cant smile , but fake can :') half of the class said "you're so thin like 'mayat hidup' your face so 'cengkung' too" haih , why cant i realize all this ?is it because its my body or what ?or its because im not taking part about my health anymore :O i wanna eat like others too :'/im getting smaller ! i hate it , its so not me .i love too eat , a lot ! where is my old attitude ?where is it ?! ugh come back to me please .the old me has gone :'( miss it a lot .